My third grade students have recently discovered the "gopher face" - they wipe their front teeth dry, and stick their upper lip onto their teeth. They think this is hysterical, and continually crack each other up. Well, yesterday, after repeated gophers kept popping up during my music lesson, I asked the kiddos in the back row to separate from each other and quit the facial gophering. Yeah, that worked. I had only spread the gopheritis throughout my room, and the two kiddos ended up in my not-so-happy graces.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Money Man and Blocks of Wood
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
2 mg of Perspective
I have been writing parts of this blog entry all day. Today marks four years since my total hysterectomy. That's saying a lot, considering I just turned 30. I try so hard not to dislike today, yet my emotions always seem to sneak in and get the best of me. I can't believe it's still this raw after four years. While there is certainly growth and acceptance, there will always be mourning.
I guess it's hard not to repeatedly feel the loss of not being able to bear my own children, especially with constant reminders all around me. Every other person I know is pregnant, trying to get pregnant, or recently pregnant. Who am I not to be completely happy for them? The sheer number of babies all around me is astounding - they really are little miracles, each and every one of them.
I have to remember that I am PAIN FREE. Just writing that makes me smile. Endometriosis is an evil disease, and I made a medical choice that has improved my life a hundredfold. Who knew 2 mg of estrogen would become so important to my daily existence!? I'm able to teach. I'm able to travel. I'm able to sing without pain. I'm able to LIVE my life. I literally thank God every day for my second chance!
I really do try to remember that, although I may not be able to carry children, I can still be a mother. That's an important distinction, and ultimately, what gets me through May 27th each and every year.
I guess it's hard not to repeatedly feel the loss of not being able to bear my own children, especially with constant reminders all around me. Every other person I know is pregnant, trying to get pregnant, or recently pregnant. Who am I not to be completely happy for them? The sheer number of babies all around me is astounding - they really are little miracles, each and every one of them.
I have to remember that I am PAIN FREE. Just writing that makes me smile. Endometriosis is an evil disease, and I made a medical choice that has improved my life a hundredfold. Who knew 2 mg of estrogen would become so important to my daily existence!? I'm able to teach. I'm able to travel. I'm able to sing without pain. I'm able to LIVE my life. I literally thank God every day for my second chance!
I really do try to remember that, although I may not be able to carry children, I can still be a mother. That's an important distinction, and ultimately, what gets me through May 27th each and every year.
Monday, May 25, 2009
Thanks, Mum!
Hearing my never-ending low funds plight, my mum (ha!) sent me some seed money (ha!) to start my summer garden. My third story deck never looked so beautiful!
Love the colors of the pots!
Before...
After!
Totally Whacky!
Baby Esmerelda
Ok, so that's NOT the name of my colleague Nicole's soon-to-be-born baby girl. That would be unusually cruel. Although, we could call her Elda... Elda it is. Here are a few pics of the happy baby shower this past week!
Field Day Feeding Frenzy
Food for everyone! Ann and I worked another windy, Watermelon shift under the shelter for our annual Field Day at Flagstone. I love slicing and dicing with the big knives! This year, Asher stopped by. He's the 3 month old sibling of one of my 2nd grade students. Sweet pea! His dad wanted to catch a few action shots of his big brother, and I was MORE than happy to hold/feed the little guy for a while!
145 Miles - Group Pic
Here's the group picture of the four of us before we headed to the Denver Brass Concert on April 19th. Click here to jump to that post, 145 Miles.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Butter-Fried Chameleon
I love love LOVE 4 year olds! While off track, I visited the Roe Family (Kelly and Marcia, Cori, Joey, and Baby PK) over in Westminster, and we visited the Butterfly Pavilion, aka the "Butter-Fried Chameleon" - HA! The twins absolutely loved the bugs. Me? Not so much! Catching up with Marcia and the little people was worth it, though, creepy crawly bugs and all!
Just holding up Cori to see the bugs. Marcia might be
right, however, when she said I was using Cori as a shield...
right, however, when she said I was using Cori as a shield...
Friday, May 15, 2009
Quick Quips
"I know I'm a little hard on you,
but it's because I care."
Second grader to her classmate, after telling
him he's playing the xylophone all wrong
"Where's the duck?
I need to know where to put the duck!"
First grader, trying to figure out where to place the conductor in his orchestra picture
"Do you like my haircut? We cut off my hair very carefully, as I have a tender head."
Fourth grader sporting a new do
"Mommy's got her list. That way, she won't forget to bring back Daddy's liquor to Colorado."
First grader telling of his Mom's recent vacation
"Can't talk now, I'm in the zone."
Typing third grader
"Are we allowed to take flash photography during the program?"
Inquiring second grader
but it's because I care."
Second grader to her classmate, after telling
him he's playing the xylophone all wrong
"Where's the duck?
I need to know where to put the duck!"
First grader, trying to figure out where to place the conductor in his orchestra picture
"Do you like my haircut? We cut off my hair very carefully, as I have a tender head."
Fourth grader sporting a new do
"Mommy's got her list. That way, she won't forget to bring back Daddy's liquor to Colorado."
First grader telling of his Mom's recent vacation
"Can't talk now, I'm in the zone."
Typing third grader
"Are we allowed to take flash photography during the program?"
Inquiring second grader
4th grader: "Ms. G, this is the first time we've seen you without your bottoms."
Me: "Excuse me?!"
4th grader: "Your earrings - you're not wearing your bottom earrings today!"
Me: "Excuse me?!"
4th grader: "Your earrings - you're not wearing your bottom earrings today!"
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